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February 10, 2014 at 10:31 pm

OK, so I'm not secure to begin with. Asking for things, help, money is a big deal for me and not easily accomplished. SO… when I finally get the courage to step up and say something I'D like to do, my BF (of 7 years) said “why do you want to do that?”, “why do you have to do that now?”, “wouldn't it be better to do it later on?”, “don't spend gas money to go there just for that!”

Seriously… WTF?? I have an agenda. I have something I want to take care of for my son. I'm in a different town and he has the only vehicle. Why does he have to be such a dick? Does anyone know?

 

I want to give up. Crawl into a hole and never come out. And he wonders why I don't assert myself. Because when i do dipshit, you always shoot me down. I want to run awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! Cry