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July 17, 2012 at 8:38 pm

I am sitting here bawling my eyes out over a stupid lie i told my father.

i rarely EVER lie which is crazy for an 18 year old not to do.

he's caught me a few times in the past lying and he will never let those go.

he still holds a strong grudge for those little white lies and continues to be ashamed of me.

but back to why i'm crying now…

a couple weeks ago i went to an amusement park that's far away from my house.

i went by myself to go see this band I knew of.

I made sure I payed with cash for everything so my parents wouldn't find out.

Well of course amusement parks aren't cheap so I didn't have cash enough for parking so I had to charge it……..bad idea.

When my dad saw the credit card bill it said I had charged for parking at the amusement park.

he questioned if i was there and i said “my friend used my card to pick up his little sister with her friends”

i didn't think my parents would approach him about the charge so i didn't tell my friend about the lie i involved him in.

& all was fine and dandy……..

so tonight at dinner we ran into that friend of mine with his family.

we called them over to our table and my friend brought his little sister over there to say hi as well.

my mom asked my friend how was picking her up from the amusement park

he stood there CLUELESS Confused

I kept nudging him to just say “yes” but he didn't catch the memo.

Basically then my dad and mom let me have it at the dinner table….shit……

Then when I got home a little bit ago my dad was waiting for me on the couch.

He said he won't help me with anything anymore because he has no trust for me.

I have disrespected him not once in the past but several times and he won't put up with it.


I'm just lost and upset and honestly I just want to sleep for a few days…

but even that won't do any good because I'll still have to face his disappointment when I wake up.



October 1, 2012 at 6:18 pm

You could wait it out, or find a way to let your dad trust you again.