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July 21, 2017 at 4:51 am

i want to breakdown but i can’t, i’m too fat, too ugly, she tells me that i’m not, i want to believe her, but i can’t. i don’t want to eat, but i can’t stop myself, i’m trying to stop myself.  it’s working so far, they’re mad at me though, i get angry over the easiest things. i tell them i want to be left alone but they just yell at me. they’re talking about how the food tastes weird, it’s making me want to try it, i won’t though, i can’t if i want to look good. it’s so tempting, i want to breakdown but they’ll hear me sob, i need to let this out to someone but the only people i know care about me too much, i wish no one cared about me.