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May 27, 2012 at 2:01 pm

I am married, I’ve been unhappy for years. My husband is overseas right now. He’s been gone for months and I should be sad and upset that he’s far away in a dangerous place. I hate he’s over there, but have enjoyed the peace and quiet since he’s been gone. I have started to see another man. I should feel guilty, but I don’t. I am so happy and have been since my spouse left. I’ve tried playing the I miss u so much thing with my spouse. But, it’s just not working any more. I finally want to tell him it’s over but I’m afraid too because of where he is and what he is doing.

I have been so happy since my new relationship started. I feel selfish for feeling happy. I think I feel this way because I haven’t been happy in so long!! It’s so hard to be responsible and do the right thing. I just wanna run and be me again.