You think you’d know your own sister and whether she’s dating that one friend in the friend group, but no, apparently fucking not. Apparently keeping me in the dark for a whole month about it while never hinting it at all is what she decided to do, and push every other person in the friend group away. It’s not my say on whether you should date someone, but jesus fucking christ, if your relationship’s foundation is to fucking lie and making others shut up about it so I don’t find out, it’s a garbage relationship already.
I feel like I'm a doormat, I felt bad for her after a day or two, but thinking about it, she really doesn't feel bad at all or doesn't seem to care. I don't want her to feel awful, but honestly, there's times where I want her to act genuinely sad about something, she doesn't get that her actions are her's alone and honestly doing whatever the fuck she wants. She's not going to change this way, and I feel like the consequences she deals with is almost nothing because she can just as easily warp them. I want her to be a better person but honestly I feel like it's hopeless, she's just a bitch. She did something she wasn't supposed to, when she said she was done with it, she didn't, despite mine and other's influence, and it was the guy who had to break it off. You'd think your sister would enough respect for her family, but no, she doesn't, and she still doesn't. I'm sitting at home, and she acts no fucking different than before the incident. I can't trust her anymore. It hurts a lot honestly. You want to trust her and it's not like you can cut ties but you love them regardless and all they do is be an ignorant bitch back, not knowing at all what they're doing to anyone, and once you tell them, they disregard it like it's something to be taken lightly. I'm tired of all this bullshit. She's not sorry at all, and I don't feel like she'll ever be sorry for whatever wrong she does. She'll only be sorry because she got in trouble for it, not because she genuinely believes or cares on what she did wrong.
It's fucking sad how I'm an adult and I still need to basically add permission from my parents if I'm going out of the house. They won't tell me shit, they'll arrange appointments, to only tell me a day before when I've already made plans, hell, I'll tell them a week before about whether I'm making plans or not, and it's either ignored or they just don't care enough to take note of. I already have a crippling social life, it's goddamn amazing the friends I have, who I can only see almost only once a year since we're so busy, planned this a week before, but no, it's either I have to push my time, or cancel it.
My story is a pretty typical one for the most part. There's this girl (we'll call her AA) I've been very close with for like 4 years now. Our story is seriously long, but I've always been her best friend, and now that things were going really good, I get the same thing that has happened before: some random guy comes over and gets her in 5 minutes. They've barely met and they're already as close as we are. It's fucking magical. I did say for the most part, and that's because that's only one of my problems.
There's a friend I have (we'll call him JJ) that did the same thing this other guy did. He won the girl in 5 minutes, and not happy with that he also completely fucked everything up by spreading her nudes, breaking up and dismembering the whole group, the one that I'd been a part of since the beginning (about 5 years ago) and the only people that I trust. So I was (and still am) in the middle of a war facing the consequences because fuck me. But now he's fucked up BIG fucking time. His fucking girlfriend decided to fake her death. Because fuck it. So he tells my friend(this guy's KK) and KK tells me seeking help. But JJ apparently isn't happy with people seeking help for him because he forgave his gf immediately when he knew it was fake, and he got mad with KK for telling me when he told him not to tell anyone. Like he has the right to get mad with anyone. That piece of shit is one of the reasons I have symptoms of depression, OCD and anxiety. The other reason is AA. But I'd rather pay the price than live without her love so I don't fucking care. I'm tired of everyone and everything galloping over me and of life treating me like shit. The worst part is that I don't want to leave anyone because my biggest fear is losing friends so I'm fucked in that regard. I'm also terrible at explaining things so this is probably an absolute shit storm. Fuck it.
So, gun laws, kids being killed at school, shitty politicians….I'm so sad that we have to keep having this discussion. We need to ban assault weapons, there is NO need for anyone to have one. We need background checks, age limitations, waiting periods, no gun show, or relative loopholes…Guns for hunting, & personal protection are one thing, assault weapons aren't needed by anyone outside of the military. We need to vote out politicians that cower to the NRA & their $ donations.
Oh yes. I mean all someone has to do to make an ak 15 full semi auto is to remove the firing pin. That way the bolt can catch the bullets like its supposed to with the machine gun gas tube thats in it. The machine gun clips that are high capacity can shoot 14 rounds a second. 300 million dead almost daily from this and we can't just put in a background check, or make it a crime for a felon or someone who has been involuntarily committed to a mental hospital to be in possession of a gun. Its absolutely pathetic.
People who live for the MEMES really need to shut the fuck up honestly. Yeah, it's fun and all, but when the entirety of your being is to be meme-shit, and be a complete fucking idiot, then you really need to shut up. It gets old and becomes annoying REAL fast. You're not 12 years old, so stop acting as if you are because that just means you're a dumbass at that point, and it's blatantly obvious to everyone. Nothing wrong with having fun and jokes all the time, but when you're pretty much a fucking mesh of all the dumbasses of the internet for the sake of "jokes", you're honestly just a boring and brainless guy who can't figure out when and how to function as any other person.
Where the fork do i even begin? I mean, my life in many ways is pretty good, but the one problem is that I'm clinically insane and so are a lot ofher people around me.
Okay…All you need to know is this. I'm a teenage girl who doesn't struggle academically, has a small group of good friends, big dreams, an okayish family, and even a boyfriend who sticks by side no matter what. I've never had any worries about money, I don't get bullied, I didn't THINK that there was anything wrong with me… look, what I'm trying to say here is that I know how lucky I am and believe me, I am grateful for what I have.That fact only makes me feel even more guilty about being so angry and upset about what's currently going down, but the problem is I can't TALK about any of it. You see… as much as I adore the people who surround me…most of them (my close family in particular) are not very good at listening.
In all honesty, I think I'm going to be pretty vague about what's been happening ( as it makes me REALLY REALLY ANGRY and I'm not too sure why) but as I've established, I think I need to talk about it and yet I can''t. It doesn't matter how much I try and spell out what I'm feeling, they just don't seem to get it . Then again, if anyone's reading this, I want you to know that I don't blame them. I'm aware that I've never been brilliant about putting emotions into words and asking for what I need.
Anyway, this is just one way of phrasing it. There are plenty of other things in life that drive me up the goddamn wall but I'm getting a bit sick of typing so I shall leave it at that for now. And one more thing… I know I'm just a stranger on the internet, but I hope you are okay. You're probably on this site for a reason and I know it seems like the whole world is against you sometimes but it can and will get better. Honestly.
My husband, our 3 children, 4 cats, and I have been living in my bosses house, (which had her 4 cats, 1 dog, and her living here) for 6 months now and at the beginning everything was great, we paid half of everything and she paid have of everything, we bought food she bought household items like toilet paper and paper towels, but then having 5 extra people in the house was too much, sure i get it. so she moved next door in with her boyfriend. We were still paying 50/50 on everything, excpet we took over the household items and took care of and paid for her 5 animals as well. Well, i paid her every month but 1 time. i had just gotten out of surgery and my paycheck was a little short so my husband was going to cover the rest of it, which ended up being the worst idea ever because his internet was more important that paying out rent and utilities. My boss had gotten mad about it, understandable, i was pissed too, but instead of understanding or giving us any time to make the payment she freaked out and told me im either taking over all the bills fully or im moving out. so now instead of 300 a month im paying more like 700 a month. Well all her bills are a couple hundred behind which she said was my fault somehow (Whatever..). I'm a nicer person than i like to lead on so i agreed to pay the backdue amounts. 1 bill of which is the water bill. Somehow i racked up a $466 bill.
Let me back track a little. While i was paying 50% i paid her a total of $300 a month. 125 for half of her mortgage, and 175 for the water and electric. And the entire reason she said i had to pay everything is cause it felt like we were trying to fuck her over after not paying 1 time (which was compensated and then some within days)
Fast forward. so im paying $87.5 every month to this water bill, which i thought was half the bill. Today i get a statement from city hall, which has every payment and due amount for the last 20 months. This bitch only paid on the water bill 2 fucking times the entire time ive been here?!?!?!?! how the fuck you gonna tell me its my fault the water bill is 400+ behind when your the one not paying the fucking bill with the fucking money im giving you to pay the fucking bill with?!?!?!?! And get this! I was paying 87 dollars and 50 cents. THE NEW CHARGE WAS ONLY 77.64 EVERY MONTH!!!!! I thought i was paying half the water bill not the water bill and then some!!
So me being the penny cruncher i am added up the total New Charges for the last 6 months, added up the amount ive been paid… $457.89 is what the actual amount was, $428.64 is what was being charged in total, and i paid a grand spanking total of 485.08!!!!!!!!!!!!! Even if i added in the 30 penalty charges im only 2 fucking dollars short of paying the entire 6 months worth of water!!!!!!
So i keep asking myself, over and over and over, whos getting fucked over? how you gonna get mad at him for not paying 175 when you couldnt even pay the water bill. and my favorite question im asking is how is she going to tell me its my back due bill to pay when i paid more than the total amount and she never paid on it unless it was getting shut off or it already had been shut off..???
I absolutely HATE my stepsister! Long story, first of all, my little sister (8) has a diary. I always read it so I can know what's going on. She writes about what she does everyday. She also writes comments on my stepsister (8) who is pretty chubby. My little sister calls her a "stupid copycat pig" and a "fat idiot" in her diary. However, my stepsister recently got a diary too. My little sister got jealous and hid it in my stepsister's closet and read it. ( I know this because she told me to tag along) So of course I didn't say anything. It was hidden for 2 days before my stepsister found it. Then a month after, me and my little sister never saw it again until we found it in a shelf. We read it and it and found out that my stepsister read my little sister's diary! It even called MY little sister a "pink fat loser"! and "long thin skinny and weak"! At the bottom it said "remind me, She is a loser and stinks." I'm so PISSED. I could just punch my stepsister in her fatass face! I have no idea what to do! We can't just tell the parents because they'll just ask how whe know all this and we'll have to tell them that we read my stepsister's diary! I'm fucking ANGRY.
I'm in a long distance relationship with my boyfriend… He is absolutely amazing! I love him so much! He's so supportive of me and tries to help me out with any problems (it's a bit hard when he's a 6 hour flight away and my time zone is 2 hours ahead of his). We video call on Whatsapp most days. I wish we didn't have to be apart, but we both agree that study is important. I'll be visiting him after I graduate at the end of the year.
I sometimes feel inadequate because he's so good to me. I'd like to do something for him to show him how much I love him but I'm not great at romantic gestures… any ideas??
I'm not sure how I feel, but I do wonder if my life here is of benefit to anyone. I cannot live in a world like this and I lack the skills needed to do so. Even the things I'm supposed to be good at make me feel incompetant, which is why I just want to disappear. To melt away. To leave this place behind and all of it's unsolvable problems. Sure, there are people I'd miss but I could learn to live without them and they could learn to live without me, although to ease any potential damage I'd want to cast a spell so they'd forget me. Not that I'm much of a loss.
I want to go to a different dimension where life is satisfying. Where i know what to do and can help people and not be a burden.
I'm a gay man. I used to hate Christians and the NRA. Until one day, when being attacked by someone trying to kill me (who turned out to be an illegal by the way), it was a Christian and NRA member who came to my aid.
Please save me. I feel my somach growing small and my whole body tense as I cry out the pain. I can't physicaly force my body and my brain to do what it needs to do to be normal out here. Look, I know I'm probably alive on this planet for some reason or another but please, can't you see that I'm down on my knees? It's not working and I'm not good at being the magical cure robot this world needs.
So this is the second post under this name… I have previously made posts under different names but anyway, why does that matter?
Why am I so full of unprovoked hate? There is no reason why I should hate this particular group of people but I do and it sickens me. They did nothing to deserve it at all, in fact given my circumstances I should be filled with respect for them but that is not the case. Why did I never learn to deal with anger when I was younger? I mean, nothing worked. AT. ALL. Writing doesn't really do it for me, neither does meditation, breathing, art etc. I mean, how does anyone get into the right state of mind to meditate or draw when they're furious? Anyhow, when I was small I had to deal with perhaps a little more than most and never knew how, so I just sat and didn't do anything, letting it all build up. I thought it had gone away, but no.
Even worse are the people who try to drag me down. The biggest problem is that they are actually trying to help I suppose, but all they've accomplished so far is making me feel stupid and miserable. What gets to me the most is that they haven't considered my feelings at all. Look, I know I'm very quiet but as my English teacher said, I'm not invisible… Right?
I hate my friends sometimes. I hate the teachers that are nice to me for literally no logical reason at all. I hate this world and the way it works. I hate people who are boring and I hate people who are smarter than me. But most of all, I hate this uncontrollable brain of mine that hates things it really loves. I hate how it can't stand being helped by anyone else and I hate the way it JUST WON'T STOP!
There's nothing I can really do about it except silently project my hate on to people. Not act on it necessarily, but just let it be there. I take someone who I don't like (and probably have never actually met personally) and try convince my brain that they are the source of all my problems, which is what I've always done. That causes problems in itself but it can take the heat away from less deserving people a little.
Why did I spend all this time typing this?
I'm so fucking tired of people saying something "fetishized" is automatically a "fallback for the community" or some BS like that as a criticism for something that's gay, because YEAH it's not like every straight romance is fetishized in any way, it's not as if those thousands of fictional stories are taken in a way nicer light than it is, they're all REALISTIC, and if they happened IRL, they wouldn't be controversial AT ALL. Guess we gotta get rid of all the porn in the world because it's FEtisHizED and holding everyone in society back!!
There's so many things the SJW community or an average "progressive", try to push that are just bullshit. They're just shoving down things down everyone's throats, and making people who are just trying to live their lives, a thousand times harder because they're "trying to help" but actually are obnoxious little shits who have no idea what they're talking about and give the people they're "supporting" a harder time.
Boy, I hate school. I wanna be a cartoonist when I grow up, so all of this studying currents and resistance and blah will be rendered completely useless. I mean, I want to get good grades and all that so I have a backup plan and don't starve but still, it frustrates me that I'm basically forced to work towards something I don't care about. None the less, I know I'm lucky to live in a place that has free education for all.
This is not the only way I must come across as ungrateful.
My fucking brother is screaming his fucking head off and if I don't get good grades in the upcoming mocks I'm gonna move down a set in science, which could really affect me later in life. I cannot concenterate. If my parents give me the 'he's autistic' crap I'm going to hit someone.
I don't hate autistic people. Four of my friends are autistic. They don't behave like that and this is what really boils my blood.
My sister spoke to me today as if my voice meant nothing as if inwas making it all up. It made me feel exactly as I did as a kid. I can't fucking stand her right now and I have cut her out of my life before and am seriously considering doing so agsin. Whenever I'm around her I feel like shit. And i am rarely around her.
Used to be a straight 90/A student, and now I’m struggling to even pass my courses and handing in assignments that are obviously incomplete. I could be doing well, I could be getting at least above average grades if I tried, but I just keep getting distracted, I just don’t have the willpower and focus to just sit there and study or do work anymore. I was completely fine in highschool, but now I can’t do anything I wanted to do, I’m struggling and fucking up in university where my grades actually matter. I want to change but I don’t know what’s wrong, there’s too many distractions? But I can have nothing around and I’ll just be lost in thought or my mind can just go blank for hours. I’m just so tired of this, I should have stopped and changed back to my old ways after the first or second year, but it’s still happening and I want to try better, but my “try” is fucking nothing.
A teenage boy, within 15 minutes kills 17 in Parkland FL meanwhile a full grown woman in CA kills only herself and wounds 4 in 30 minutes. This explains the wage gap.
Fuck this fucking whole system. I've been active duty military for 14 years and I've never seen it worse than it is now. Less people and less equipment to get more work done. And no one gives a fuck unless someone gets hurt or dies. From basic shit like training in the field or hikes or everyday work tempo, to actual negative actions like continuing to send units to war in far off countries, no one seems to care that an 11 hour day is not normal, or the fact that in 2 years I have absorbed 3 people's jobs on the same fucking pay, with my family suffering the consequences. I swear I just going to… Nope not going to incriminate myself. But the point is no one should join the military. Semper Fi.?
I feel so much hate and anger towards my parents. Coming from a third world Asian country, I was sold the dream of becoming an engineer and getting a good job will be everything. I have worked and studied hard my whole life, never really asking for anything as such. My parents have always demanded that I study well and go to good schools and what not as it will surely land me a job. I did all that, came to one of the most expensive schools in USA just cause I was told that I can get a job easily. Now I am about to graduate without getting a job. Also studying something that I could not care less about. Probably the poorest amongst all my classmates. Don't even have a girl friend or anyone I know living around me as all my close friends are back home. My dad would rather pay the rent in Boston than take me to the fifa WC (probably the only thing I have asked for explicitly in my life). Also I am suffering from depression while toiling away in grad school, something I was clearly not ready for and now I will be graduating without a job. Out of luck max.
I hate my racist ass school. BERRY COLLEGE IS VERY RACIST. I'm sick and tired of being confront with all these white people that don't know how to interact with a person of color. IM A HUMAN BEING. I get that in this society whites have it a lot better than everyone else, but to be so BLANTANTLY racist and that's coming from the higher ups in the administration. The fact that a faculty member could post a students face on their own social media calling them out and ranting about politics AND IS NOT REPRIMANDED is RIDICULOUS and is FURTHER evidence of the ass backwardness of the PWI. I WANT TO TRANSFER IF MY CREDITS WOULD TRANSFER WITH ME I WOULD BE OUT OF HERE. FUCK BERRY COLLEGE FUCK PRESIDENT BRIGGS FUCK RES LIFE FUCK THE ADMINISTRATION FUCKK THE PATRIARCHY !!!!! AND MOST OF ALL.. FUCK THAT FAT BITCH TRISH THAT WORKS IN RES LIFE. U LITERALLY LIVE ON A COLLEGE CAMPUS AND WORK WITH TEENAGERS ALL DAY YOU FUCKING CHILD GROW UP.
Anon said on February 5, 2018
Erie Pennsylvania and Presque Isle state park beach is my idea of paradise. Who would have thought such a nice place existed away from an ocean beach.
... said on February 7, 2018
You think you’d know your own sister and whether she’s dating that one friend in the friend group, but no, apparently fucking not. Apparently keeping me in the dark for a whole month about it while never hinting it at all is what she decided to do, and push every other person in the friend group away. It’s not my say on whether you should date someone, but jesus fucking christ, if your relationship’s foundation is to fucking lie and making others shut up about it so I don’t find out, it’s a garbage relationship already.
... said on February 10, 2018
I feel like I'm a doormat, I felt bad for her after a day or two, but thinking about it, she really doesn't feel bad at all or doesn't seem to care. I don't want her to feel awful, but honestly, there's times where I want her to act genuinely sad about something, she doesn't get that her actions are her's alone and honestly doing whatever the fuck she wants. She's not going to change this way, and I feel like the consequences she deals with is almost nothing because she can just as easily warp them. I want her to be a better person but honestly I feel like it's hopeless, she's just a bitch. She did something she wasn't supposed to, when she said she was done with it, she didn't, despite mine and other's influence, and it was the guy who had to break it off. You'd think your sister would enough respect for her family, but no, she doesn't, and she still doesn't. I'm sitting at home, and she acts no fucking different than before the incident. I can't trust her anymore. It hurts a lot honestly. You want to trust her and it's not like you can cut ties but you love them regardless and all they do is be an ignorant bitch back, not knowing at all what they're doing to anyone, and once you tell them, they disregard it like it's something to be taken lightly. I'm tired of all this bullshit. She's not sorry at all, and I don't feel like she'll ever be sorry for whatever wrong she does. She'll only be sorry because she got in trouble for it, not because she genuinely believes or cares on what she did wrong.
Anonymous said on February 10, 2018
Teachers in WV are always bitchin’ about something. It’s really getting old.
Done said on February 17, 2018
It's fucking sad how I'm an adult and I still need to basically add permission from my parents if I'm going out of the house. They won't tell me shit, they'll arrange appointments, to only tell me a day before when I've already made plans, hell, I'll tell them a week before about whether I'm making plans or not, and it's either ignored or they just don't care enough to take note of. I already have a crippling social life, it's goddamn amazing the friends I have, who I can only see almost only once a year since we're so busy, planned this a week before, but no, it's either I have to push my time, or cancel it.
Cykra said on February 21, 2018
My story is a pretty typical one for the most part. There's this girl (we'll call her AA) I've been very close with for like 4 years now. Our story is seriously long, but I've always been her best friend, and now that things were going really good, I get the same thing that has happened before: some random guy comes over and gets her in 5 minutes. They've barely met and they're already as close as we are. It's fucking magical. I did say for the most part, and that's because that's only one of my problems.
There's a friend I have (we'll call him JJ) that did the same thing this other guy did. He won the girl in 5 minutes, and not happy with that he also completely fucked everything up by spreading her nudes, breaking up and dismembering the whole group, the one that I'd been a part of since the beginning (about 5 years ago) and the only people that I trust. So I was (and still am) in the middle of a war facing the consequences because fuck me. But now he's fucked up BIG fucking time. His fucking girlfriend decided to fake her death. Because fuck it. So he tells my friend(this guy's KK) and KK tells me seeking help. But JJ apparently isn't happy with people seeking help for him because he forgave his gf immediately when he knew it was fake, and he got mad with KK for telling me when he told him not to tell anyone. Like he has the right to get mad with anyone. That piece of shit is one of the reasons I have symptoms of depression, OCD and anxiety. The other reason is AA. But I'd rather pay the price than live without her love so I don't fucking care. I'm tired of everyone and everything galloping over me and of life treating me like shit. The worst part is that I don't want to leave anyone because my biggest fear is losing friends so I'm fucked in that regard. I'm also terrible at explaining things so this is probably an absolute shit storm. Fuck it.
NeedJesus said on February 21, 2018
I have unleashed my aggression. I must stand back. Forgive me Lord.
olivia said on February 21, 2018
So, gun laws, kids being killed at school, shitty politicians….I'm so sad that we have to keep having this discussion. We need to ban assault weapons, there is NO need for anyone to have one. We need background checks, age limitations, waiting periods, no gun show, or relative loopholes…Guns for hunting, & personal protection are one thing, assault weapons aren't needed by anyone outside of the military. We need to vote out politicians that cower to the NRA & their $ donations.
Shere Khan said on February 22, 2018
Do you really believe that would do it?
Proud BigBadBigot said on February 22, 2018
If you say I don’t need one, I need one.
Don said on March 27, 2018
Oh yes. I mean all someone has to do to make an ak 15 full semi auto is to remove the firing pin. That way the bolt can catch the bullets like its supposed to with the machine gun gas tube thats in it. The machine gun clips that are high capacity can shoot 14 rounds a second. 300 million dead almost daily from this and we can't just put in a background check, or make it a crime for a felon or someone who has been involuntarily committed to a mental hospital to be in possession of a gun. Its absolutely pathetic.
STFU said on February 22, 2018
People who live for the MEMES really need to shut the fuck up honestly. Yeah, it's fun and all, but when the entirety of your being is to be meme-shit, and be a complete fucking idiot, then you really need to shut up. It gets old and becomes annoying REAL fast. You're not 12 years old, so stop acting as if you are because that just means you're a dumbass at that point, and it's blatantly obvious to everyone. Nothing wrong with having fun and jokes all the time, but when you're pretty much a fucking mesh of all the dumbasses of the internet for the sake of "jokes", you're honestly just a boring and brainless guy who can't figure out when and how to function as any other person.
SweetDreamer said on March 1, 2018
Where the fork do i even begin? I mean, my life in many ways is pretty good, but the one problem is that I'm clinically insane and so are a lot ofher people around me.
Okay…All you need to know is this. I'm a teenage girl who doesn't struggle academically, has a small group of good friends, big dreams, an okayish family, and even a boyfriend who sticks by side no matter what. I've never had any worries about money, I don't get bullied, I didn't THINK that there was anything wrong with me… look, what I'm trying to say here is that I know how lucky I am and believe me, I am grateful for what I have.That fact only makes me feel even more guilty about being so angry and upset about what's currently going down, but the problem is I can't TALK about any of it. You see… as much as I adore the people who surround me…most of them (my close family in particular) are not very good at listening.
In all honesty, I think I'm going to be pretty vague about what's been happening ( as it makes me REALLY REALLY ANGRY and I'm not too sure why) but as I've established, I think I need to talk about it and yet I can''t. It doesn't matter how much I try and spell out what I'm feeling, they just don't seem to get it . Then again, if anyone's reading this, I want you to know that I don't blame them. I'm aware that I've never been brilliant about putting emotions into words and asking for what I need.
Anyway, this is just one way of phrasing it. There are plenty of other things in life that drive me up the goddamn wall but I'm getting a bit sick of typing so I shall leave it at that for now. And one more thing… I know I'm just a stranger on the internet, but I hope you are okay. You're probably on this site for a reason and I know it seems like the whole world is against you sometimes but it can and will get better. Honestly.
Hayley Hardiman said on March 7, 2018
My husband, our 3 children, 4 cats, and I have been living in my bosses house, (which had her 4 cats, 1 dog, and her living here) for 6 months now and at the beginning everything was great, we paid half of everything and she paid have of everything, we bought food she bought household items like toilet paper and paper towels, but then having 5 extra people in the house was too much, sure i get it. so she moved next door in with her boyfriend. We were still paying 50/50 on everything, excpet we took over the household items and took care of and paid for her 5 animals as well. Well, i paid her every month but 1 time. i had just gotten out of surgery and my paycheck was a little short so my husband was going to cover the rest of it, which ended up being the worst idea ever because his internet was more important that paying out rent and utilities. My boss had gotten mad about it, understandable, i was pissed too, but instead of understanding or giving us any time to make the payment she freaked out and told me im either taking over all the bills fully or im moving out. so now instead of 300 a month im paying more like 700 a month. Well all her bills are a couple hundred behind which she said was my fault somehow (Whatever..). I'm a nicer person than i like to lead on so i agreed to pay the backdue amounts. 1 bill of which is the water bill. Somehow i racked up a $466 bill.
Let me back track a little. While i was paying 50% i paid her a total of $300 a month. 125 for half of her mortgage, and 175 for the water and electric. And the entire reason she said i had to pay everything is cause it felt like we were trying to fuck her over after not paying 1 time (which was compensated and then some within days)
Fast forward. so im paying $87.5 every month to this water bill, which i thought was half the bill. Today i get a statement from city hall, which has every payment and due amount for the last 20 months. This bitch only paid on the water bill 2 fucking times the entire time ive been here?!?!?!?! how the fuck you gonna tell me its my fault the water bill is 400+ behind when your the one not paying the fucking bill with the fucking money im giving you to pay the fucking bill with?!?!?!?! And get this! I was paying 87 dollars and 50 cents. THE NEW CHARGE WAS ONLY 77.64 EVERY MONTH!!!!! I thought i was paying half the water bill not the water bill and then some!!
So me being the penny cruncher i am added up the total New Charges for the last 6 months, added up the amount ive been paid… $457.89 is what the actual amount was, $428.64 is what was being charged in total, and i paid a grand spanking total of 485.08!!!!!!!!!!!!! Even if i added in the 30 penalty charges im only 2 fucking dollars short of paying the entire 6 months worth of water!!!!!!
So i keep asking myself, over and over and over, whos getting fucked over? how you gonna get mad at him for not paying 175 when you couldnt even pay the water bill. and my favorite question im asking is how is she going to tell me its my back due bill to pay when i paid more than the total amount and she never paid on it unless it was getting shut off or it already had been shut off..???
A Pissed 12 Year Old said on March 9, 2018
I absolutely HATE my stepsister! Long story, first of all, my little sister (8) has a diary. I always read it so I can know what's going on. She writes about what she does everyday. She also writes comments on my stepsister (8) who is pretty chubby. My little sister calls her a "stupid copycat pig" and a "fat idiot" in her diary. However, my stepsister recently got a diary too. My little sister got jealous and hid it in my stepsister's closet and read it. ( I know this because she told me to tag along) So of course I didn't say anything. It was hidden for 2 days before my stepsister found it. Then a month after, me and my little sister never saw it again until we found it in a shelf. We read it and it and found out that my stepsister read my little sister's diary! It even called MY little sister a "pink fat loser"! and "long thin skinny and weak"! At the bottom it said "remind me, She is a loser and stinks." I'm so PISSED. I could just punch my stepsister in her fatass face! I have no idea what to do! We can't just tell the parents because they'll just ask how whe know all this and we'll have to tell them that we read my stepsister's diary! I'm fucking ANGRY.
Girl in Love said on March 10, 2018
I'm in a long distance relationship with my boyfriend… He is absolutely amazing! I love him so much! He's so supportive of me and tries to help me out with any problems (it's a bit hard when he's a 6 hour flight away and my time zone is 2 hours ahead of his). We video call on Whatsapp most days. I wish we didn't have to be apart, but we both agree that study is important. I'll be visiting him after I graduate at the end of the year.
I sometimes feel inadequate because he's so good to me. I'd like to do something for him to show him how much I love him but I'm not great at romantic gestures… any ideas??
help me said on March 11, 2018
I'm not sure how I feel, but I do wonder if my life here is of benefit to anyone. I cannot live in a world like this and I lack the skills needed to do so. Even the things I'm supposed to be good at make me feel incompetant, which is why I just want to disappear. To melt away. To leave this place behind and all of it's unsolvable problems. Sure, there are people I'd miss but I could learn to live without them and they could learn to live without me, although to ease any potential damage I'd want to cast a spell so they'd forget me. Not that I'm much of a loss.
I want to go to a different dimension where life is satisfying. Where i know what to do and can help people and not be a burden.
Shere Khan said on March 12, 2018
How do porn stars not die from AIDS??
King Louie said on March 12, 2018
I don't care if Stormy Daniels has been with Trump. I don't care how many men she's been with. I'd still fuck the shit out of her.
Frank said on March 19, 2018
LMAO. ???
Just ask she probably would.
Anon... said on March 12, 2018
I'm a gay man. I used to hate Christians and the NRA. Until one day, when being attacked by someone trying to kill me (who turned out to be an illegal by the way), it was a Christian and NRA member who came to my aid.
To help others said on April 23, 2018
I'm a lesbian Christian. I was attacked and I know what you're going through. Please know that you aren't alone.
Anon said on April 25, 2018
I’m an NRA member now and I carry a gun.
take me to Ohana said on March 13, 2018
Please save me. I feel my somach growing small and my whole body tense as I cry out the pain. I can't physicaly force my body and my brain to do what it needs to do to be normal out here. Look, I know I'm probably alive on this planet for some reason or another but please, can't you see that I'm down on my knees? It's not working and I'm not good at being the magical cure robot this world needs.
Get me out of here.
Derp said on March 14, 2018
God bless and long live the NRA.
SweetDreamer said on March 19, 2018
So this is the second post under this name… I have previously made posts under different names but anyway, why does that matter?
Why am I so full of unprovoked hate? There is no reason why I should hate this particular group of people but I do and it sickens me. They did nothing to deserve it at all, in fact given my circumstances I should be filled with respect for them but that is not the case. Why did I never learn to deal with anger when I was younger? I mean, nothing worked. AT. ALL. Writing doesn't really do it for me, neither does meditation, breathing, art etc. I mean, how does anyone get into the right state of mind to meditate or draw when they're furious? Anyhow, when I was small I had to deal with perhaps a little more than most and never knew how, so I just sat and didn't do anything, letting it all build up. I thought it had gone away, but no.
Even worse are the people who try to drag me down. The biggest problem is that they are actually trying to help I suppose, but all they've accomplished so far is making me feel stupid and miserable. What gets to me the most is that they haven't considered my feelings at all. Look, I know I'm very quiet but as my English teacher said, I'm not invisible… Right?
I hate my friends sometimes. I hate the teachers that are nice to me for literally no logical reason at all. I hate this world and the way it works. I hate people who are boring and I hate people who are smarter than me. But most of all, I hate this uncontrollable brain of mine that hates things it really loves. I hate how it can't stand being helped by anyone else and I hate the way it JUST WON'T STOP!
There's nothing I can really do about it except silently project my hate on to people. Not act on it necessarily, but just let it be there. I take someone who I don't like (and probably have never actually met personally) and try convince my brain that they are the source of all my problems, which is what I've always done. That causes problems in itself but it can take the heat away from less deserving people a little.
Why did I spend all this time typing this?
FckOff said on March 24, 2018
I'm so fucking tired of people saying something "fetishized" is automatically a "fallback for the community" or some BS like that as a criticism for something that's gay, because YEAH it's not like every straight romance is fetishized in any way, it's not as if those thousands of fictional stories are taken in a way nicer light than it is, they're all REALISTIC, and if they happened IRL, they wouldn't be controversial AT ALL. Guess we gotta get rid of all the porn in the world because it's FEtisHizED and holding everyone in society back!!
There's so many things the SJW community or an average "progressive", try to push that are just bullshit. They're just shoving down things down everyone's throats, and making people who are just trying to live their lives, a thousand times harder because they're "trying to help" but actually are obnoxious little shits who have no idea what they're talking about and give the people they're "supporting" a harder time.
VOTERED2018 said on March 25, 2018
Amen to that my friend.
URgay said on March 25, 2018
If you support gun control then get the fuck out of the U.S.
Sweetdreamer said on March 27, 2018
Boy, I hate school. I wanna be a cartoonist when I grow up, so all of this studying currents and resistance and blah will be rendered completely useless. I mean, I want to get good grades and all that so I have a backup plan and don't starve but still, it frustrates me that I'm basically forced to work towards something I don't care about. None the less, I know I'm lucky to live in a place that has free education for all.
This is not the only way I must come across as ungrateful.
Sweetdreamer said on March 30, 2018
My fucking brother is screaming his fucking head off and if I don't get good grades in the upcoming mocks I'm gonna move down a set in science, which could really affect me later in life. I cannot concenterate. If my parents give me the 'he's autistic' crap I'm going to hit someone.
I don't hate autistic people. Four of my friends are autistic. They don't behave like that and this is what really boils my blood.
Jax said on March 31, 2018
Go study outside or at a library. Somewhere you can get out of the house.
Vix said on April 1, 2018
My sister spoke to me today as if my voice meant nothing as if inwas making it all up. It made me feel exactly as I did as a kid. I can't fucking stand her right now and I have cut her out of my life before and am seriously considering doing so agsin. Whenever I'm around her I feel like shit. And i am rarely around her.
Procrastinator said on April 2, 2018
Used to be a straight 90/A student, and now I’m struggling to even pass my courses and handing in assignments that are obviously incomplete. I could be doing well, I could be getting at least above average grades if I tried, but I just keep getting distracted, I just don’t have the willpower and focus to just sit there and study or do work anymore. I was completely fine in highschool, but now I can’t do anything I wanted to do, I’m struggling and fucking up in university where my grades actually matter. I want to change but I don’t know what’s wrong, there’s too many distractions? But I can have nothing around and I’ll just be lost in thought or my mind can just go blank for hours. I’m just so tired of this, I should have stopped and changed back to my old ways after the first or second year, but it’s still happening and I want to try better, but my “try” is fucking nothing.
Mr. Jingles said on April 4, 2018
A teenage boy, within 15 minutes kills 17 in Parkland FL meanwhile a full grown woman in CA kills only herself and wounds 4 in 30 minutes. This explains the wage gap.
nfhfh said on April 5, 2018
Haha fuck that horrible void in my chest am I right
Anon said on April 9, 2018
My wife’s college professor is a liberal fag whose sick in the head.
Devil said on April 11, 2018
Fuck this fucking whole system. I've been active duty military for 14 years and I've never seen it worse than it is now. Less people and less equipment to get more work done. And no one gives a fuck unless someone gets hurt or dies. From basic shit like training in the field or hikes or everyday work tempo, to actual negative actions like continuing to send units to war in far off countries, no one seems to care that an 11 hour day is not normal, or the fact that in 2 years I have absorbed 3 people's jobs on the same fucking pay, with my family suffering the consequences. I swear I just going to… Nope not going to incriminate myself. But the point is no one should join the military. Semper Fi.?
kinjulian said on April 15, 2018
I feel so much hate and anger towards my parents. Coming from a third world Asian country, I was sold the dream of becoming an engineer and getting a good job will be everything. I have worked and studied hard my whole life, never really asking for anything as such. My parents have always demanded that I study well and go to good schools and what not as it will surely land me a job. I did all that, came to one of the most expensive schools in USA just cause I was told that I can get a job easily. Now I am about to graduate without getting a job. Also studying something that I could not care less about. Probably the poorest amongst all my classmates. Don't even have a girl friend or anyone I know living around me as all my close friends are back home. My dad would rather pay the rent in Boston than take me to the fifa WC (probably the only thing I have asked for explicitly in my life). Also I am suffering from depression while toiling away in grad school, something I was clearly not ready for and now I will be graduating without a job. Out of luck max.
Beans said on April 20, 2018
Man shouldn’t lie with another man
Guest said on April 23, 2018
Beans: No one fucking cares. This isn't a place of judgement, dipshit. Let them vent if they need to vent.
Beans said on April 25, 2018
Guest: don’t be gay
BERRY STUDENT said on April 16, 2018
I hate my racist ass school. BERRY COLLEGE IS VERY RACIST. I'm sick and tired of being confront with all these white people that don't know how to interact with a person of color. IM A HUMAN BEING. I get that in this society whites have it a lot better than everyone else, but to be so BLANTANTLY racist and that's coming from the higher ups in the administration. The fact that a faculty member could post a students face on their own social media calling them out and ranting about politics AND IS NOT REPRIMANDED is RIDICULOUS and is FURTHER evidence of the ass backwardness of the PWI. I WANT TO TRANSFER IF MY CREDITS WOULD TRANSFER WITH ME I WOULD BE OUT OF HERE. FUCK BERRY COLLEGE FUCK PRESIDENT BRIGGS FUCK RES LIFE FUCK THE ADMINISTRATION FUCKK THE PATRIARCHY !!!!! AND MOST OF ALL.. FUCK THAT FAT BITCH TRISH THAT WORKS IN RES LIFE. U LITERALLY LIVE ON A COLLEGE CAMPUS AND WORK WITH TEENAGERS ALL DAY YOU FUCKING CHILD GROW UP.
Beans said on April 17, 2018
Man shouldn't lie with another man.
Shere Khan said on April 17, 2018
I bought a Stormy Daniels stamp but I can’t bring myself to lick it.