• Profile picture of Arc

    Arc posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    I’ve been graduated for just over a month now and i have to say, things are better, about the same amount of boring but still better. Being out of school really make it apparent just how much free time you have on your hands, but i don’t want to just sit around i actually want to and have gotten things done that contribute to my future, it feels…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of Arc

    Arc posted an update 2 months ago

    I need to rely on myself more often. I made a promise to myself and I let outside influence break it. And now I’m here…feeling even lower than before, giving myself the biggest I told you so ever. This hurts more than someone else saying it. I should have listened to MYSELF. And now their the ones happy and I’m here. Again ALL because I didn’t…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of Arc

    Arc posted an update 3 months ago

    I’ve been distracted….and today was the worst. I just didn’t want to anymore I didn’t want to do anything that in any way regarded school FUCK school. Different topic, trying not to think of the past only makes me think of the past has only made me think of it just as much. I’ve been distracted…..She hasn’t occupied my full thoughts lately and…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of Arc

    Arc posted an update 3 months, 1 week ago

    Perhaps I dwell on the absolute past because, I’m looking at an uncertain future, filled with hopes and dreams that may not be attainable, or likely to happen. The past is certain, the present is meh, and the future is uncertain. I know in the past at different points i was certainly happy, the present is dull and partially bleak, and the future…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of Arc

    Arc posted an update 4 months ago

    I’ve been reminiscing about the past a lot today specifically about her…them…the Ex’s that mattered. I suppose this has a link to her today, and what she does….it resembles them. But she’s different, she’s not mad, she doesn’t make excuses for why she can be sad, she tries her absolute best to put a smile on her face ALL BY HERSELF. And…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of Arc

    Arc posted an update 4 months ago

    just a random check-in. Like I said, I don’t don’t want this to just be filled with the bad. things are good, and as time goes on the closer I feel her and I become :-). I feel like I love her

  • Profile picture of Arc

    Arc changed their profile picture 4 months, 2 weeks ago

  • Profile picture of Arc

    Arc posted an update 4 months, 2 weeks ago

    Afterthoughts: It’s very interesting to look through my ” whatever comes to mind” book. I get to look back at who I use to be; it awakens memories of how I use to think and It’s helpful….In a way. Lmao, this is why I date everything I write because I like knowing the exact region of time in which I was someone else. Also I’m like 52% sure I…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of Arc

    Arc posted an update 4 months, 2 weeks ago

    I haven’t had to be on this site at all this year, and I supposed that’s a good thing. But then again I did say I should start posting not just when things are bad; So here it is. This year hasn’t been perfect but it’s been getting better. Either I’m getting used to the shit or the shit is letting up, and I think it’s a bit of both. Although right…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of Arc

    Arc posted an update 6 months, 2 weeks ago

    Last vent of 2017. And so last minute 😒. Well this year my resolution is to figure out what i want. To figure out what’ll make me happy. Im so sick of feeling like i don’t know….me. Work towards it Malik. Be great
    -2017 malik

  • Profile picture of Arc

    Arc posted an update 7 months ago

    I should vent good stuff on here besides just bad stuff….makes it seem like I only have bad moments. Well, it feels like everything is crashing down on me in this moment, “if she likes me so much why am I being left on read”, “the fuck is praying supposed to do?”, “really? right when I find something that’s boosting me up?”, “why the fuck you…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of Arc

    Arc posted an update 8 months ago

    Female companionship, I miss that. All I think about 24/7 are girls…girls, and sex. I really miss having a girl I could call “mine” and do stuff with. I feel like I have no company and any girl I may have interest in is far out of reach. Shit, It feels like I have an interest in all girls. But that’s so…ugh. I just want my mind to chill. I…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of Arc

    Arc posted an update 8 months, 3 weeks ago

    UUUuuuugh fuck everyone, get the fuck out my face with the same stupid ass shit. Just get THE FUCK OUT OF MY FACE, fuck you. I’m so beyond sick of school like….but oh yea my problems don’t matter in comparison to the more needy right? my problems don’t matter because I’m just a teenager who pays no bills right? again, fuck you. There are fuckers…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of Arc

    Arc posted an update 9 months, 2 weeks ago

    It feels as if the heat is high and the pressure us on. I feel it from many different sides, each of them having their own little parts that make up the whole, With academics, it’s specific teachers and just the work in general (coasting through senior year my ass). I feel it socially with friends becoming former friends, helping friends sort of…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of Arc

    Arc posted an update 10 months, 2 weeks ago

    I think I’m just pissed off, like really pissed or just extremely upset. I don’t show it though or even feel it, That’s why I said “I think”, but I feel like there is something there. I don’t know, I don’t get it, am I angry or just exponentially sad? This is just confusing I feel happy but with the fog still lurking beneath close beneath. It only…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of Arc

    Arc posted an update 11 months, 3 weeks ago

    This summer so far has been mildly uneventful, but I honestly don’t see that as a bad thing really. I just want to be lazy without feeling a bit of guilt, I mean I worked hard over the junior year so shouldn’t I feel shameless in my laziness. Today’s orientation really reminded me that I DID work hard over the school year, but with college…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of Arc

    Arc posted an update 1 year ago

    Just overall lonely I guess, and not trying to jump i the arm fo the next female who shows me attention

  • Profile picture of Arc

    Arc posted an update 1 year ago

    What’s new?…hmmmmmm what…..is….new. That’s an interesting question I’m not as sad as I use to be(that’s something), but I feel I’m at a loss with girls. All I want is sex, that’s the typical guy thing I guess but really I’m new to this feeling. I’ve never wanted JUST sex from a girl I like( guess that means I don’t really like them). There’s…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of Arc

    Arc posted a new activity comment 1 year, 2 months ago

    In reply to: Cyinthia posted an update I am no angel, but I can say I am a good person. I feed my cats before I eat, i buy foods for street cats, i pet dogs and say hello to them all the time and feed them too! i even gave my […] View

    sounds suckish. Surround yourself with people who are as good as you.

  • Profile picture of Arc

    Arc posted an update 1 year, 2 months ago

    I’m not wrong of cutting negative people out of my life this I know. What I feel wrong about is not people able to say the right words to help or make it a little better, to make them see a little ray of light. I try and I try and I try but I’m just not good at this. I’ve learned another truth about myself; depressed people and I will never see…[Read more]

  • Load More