Arc posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago
I think I’m just pissed off, like really pissed or just extremely upset. I don’t show it though or even feel it, That’s why I said “I think”, but I feel like there is something there. I don’t know, I don’t get it, am I angry or just exponentially sad? This is just confusing I feel happy but with the fog still lurking beneath close beneath. It only becomes apparent when I’m reminded; that would make sense actually. This is just one of my bad moments, not even a bad day, now that I think about it I don’t have bad days most of the time, just bad moments. Moments of instant anger and despondency. My mood is just blank I don’t want to talk I don’t want to interact unless I’m initiating it. Right now at this moment, I’m mad but not mad mad. I think the anger gets watered down by the despair.