Arc posted an update 9 months, 1 week ago
I need to rely on myself more often. I made a promise to myself and I let outside influence break it. And now I’m here…feeling even lower than before, giving myself the biggest I told you so ever. This hurts more than someone else saying it. I should have listened to MYSELF. And now their the ones happy and I’m here. Again ALL because I didn’t listen to myself. The relationship was pointless and built and falsehood, but still being dumped sucks. It’s funny that that happened the way it did. I just wish I can feel blissfully happy again that’s all I want….. and I have a feeling that that won’t be felt around most of the people in my life right now.