Arc posted an update 6 months, 2 weeks ago
This will be the first time I mention names on here. What the hell am I doing with Ambur? I feel wrong and that I’m setting myself up for failure, but I feel different because I want to try with her. I’ve never really gotten the chance to become true friends with her. But why now what made me decided now was the time to let her back in….. 🙁 is it because I’m low and I want something to boost me up? Is it because I’m bored and enjoy the attention or is it because I actually want to try. The first options out because I don’t really feel all that low. The second one is true to an extent, but the third one is the most accurate. I’m genuinely trying to build a friendship just a friendship something that for me has practically always built itself in a way. You and I both know there’s more to this, you still have the same interest in her since when you first met her. THIS WHOLE THING just feels so weird, leaning more towards the bad side however that may be due to certain factors. If only she was on the same page as me, this could possibly be less awkward. Archie…do you really see her as someone you can date…… ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ It’s up in the air. Side note: why is it so easy to remember the beauty and goodness of a past relationship but not the things that drove ya’ll apart to begin with :-/.